Ear Pilots

Final draft of my first listening activity, Ear Pilots. At the beginning of writing these activities, I had so many different issues and ideas I wanted to bring up. I was interested in stimulating thought about the histories of a place: what has been removed, transformed, and silenced. Also thinking about engagement with the non-human, and engagement with our own intuition, that of navigation. I ended up with a more simple piece that is very self-reflective. The self is a great place to begin! I also kept it curious and open to interpretation. Any reflections that arise will directly some from the listener’s engagement with the place.

New Radicals

A sketch; what is a new radical movement we need for the future?

Perhaps it’s not only wealthy capitalists and big polluters we need to chat with or delete but also those who are designing future technologies that further our immersion in digital space. Do we live in the cusp of the metaverse? I believe in alternatives. We cannot reject technological development, but we can continue embracing and exploring our physical world to remind ourselves and the nerds the importance of intimacy and physical relations. What practices would encourage this exploration and intimacy?

I made a friend recently who is a financial historian. They research global trade networks, material sourcing and working conditions. They work with international companies in making important decisions. I found it fascinating to learn about the current developments that they are involved in: making sure the transition to “renewable” energies is possible with the right intersection of interests, companies and resources. This intersection carries a lot of suffering too. My friend remains hopeful while also prospecting dark futures: the likely continuity of power differentials and mass exploitation for building infastructures of reneweable energy.

They don’t believe in the possibility of rejecting technological development. For them the ugliness and harm is softened by what they believe to be true: that as a whole, today is still more equal and fair than the past. This helps them survive and be hopeful. I feel inspired.

Does the metaverse intersect with the transition to renewable energy? Maybe all the windmills will be less attractive than artificial landscapes. The snake eats itself!

I want to imagine alternative aesthetics and practices to the developement of metaverse/nerd lab cities and digital cultures. I will still be dependent on digital technologies to inject these aesthetics and practices into society, like the Situationists used mass media to criticise itself.

Not a total revolution, just to play my part ^o^ heehee follow my heart. ~ The cultures of the future will be a result of conflicting interests and tensions. So to manifest any visions we have into reality, we have to work with other people, find common goals and explore our differences. I will continue to organise with friends, and develop practices for listening and navigation that reflect these visions. My first group practice will be recorded for the audio paper; it is an experiment and an opportunity to learn and get feedback from other people.

A little history of network culture, and how some radicals believed in the libratory potentials of new technologies. (Notes from The Digital Condition by Felix Stalder.

Imagining history and development as a stream, where each event was dependent on others to exist, to stick, to proliferate…

AM Kaangieser

AM Kaangieser is a geographer and sound artist. I find her practice very inspiring. Her ideas about translation and indigenous knowledge led me to some further research about these complexities.

~ Suspend the will to know, and allow the ambiguity of what is being heard flow through ~ Kaangieser also points out that knowing fully is impossible, and translating into certain knowledge systems or languages is reductive. I appreciate this and want to explain this in my listening activities.

From “To Tend For, To Care With: Listening as Method.” On being unwanted:“If Anglo-Europeans can undo our conception of nature, of environment, and conceive of our relations to/with places as dynamic and interdependent, then attuning to a ‘no’ becomes much more imaginable. That environments hold histories within them is incontestable. The world is filled with stories of places haunted by spirits and memories, by the energetic and atomic residues of traumatic events. There are many places that are not to be entered, or even spoken of, by certain people. Sacred sites for ceremony or important transitions are not to be encroached on, and it is not possible to always know what places hold what significance. The acknowledgement of such places through conservation and heritage designations map awkwardly over spiritual perimeters. I can feel, even when human permission is given, that there are places that are not appropriate for me to be in. The moment in the rainforest showed me that even where clear protocols of asking and granting permission are undertaken with villagers, this does not mean that such negotiations can be translated onto the specific place itself. Permission needs to be sought again and again, each and every time, from everyone and everywhere. What I carry with me in listening is that I cannot assume consent based on prior interaction. Listening as taking-leave is about acknowledging that my presence is doing something to where I am. I have learnt to attend to what I sense, even when I might not understand why. I-Kiribati and African-American scholar Teresia Teaiwa writes that “Indigenous knowledge is not always transparent or accessible to all, nor is it meant to be” (2005: 16). Knowledge of environments, knowledge of places are not always mine to ask for or to hear, and to meet the world with this as a reminder is very important. To be able to listen to, and appreciate, what is not for us as Anglo-European scholars and artists is one of the most imperative things I have been taught to accept and practice.”

Reading sound together

I brought some texts to our biweekly reading group, brainworms! The texts were an introduction to deep listening by Pauline Oliveros and Geopolitics and the Anthropocene by AM Kaangieser. These texts are part of my research to develop outdoor listening, navigation and exploration activities. I will record one this weekend for my audio paper!

I was really interested in people’s interpretation and feedback of these texts. In Sound Studies we tend to be isolated in a community that takes subjective truths for granted. Bringing people outside of this field to interact with these ideas can reveal subjectivites.

People immeditately found Pauline’s call for quietness and centeredness exclusive: what about neurodivergent people who have different abilities when it comes to sensory information processing? People also felt uncomfortable by Pauline’s call for Deep Listeners to be involved in urban planning. While most people agreed that the city is loud, some people find this consoling while others find this exhausting. Women in the group said that the noise can be a sign of life and presence which helps them feel safe at night. One woman mentioned that she has to tune out the harassment of beeping cars and yelling men. How do these realities meet Oliveros’ practice of Deep Listening? People were generally excited to think about sound in this way and said that it stimulated new ideas.

In the reading of Kaangieser’s text there was mixed opinions. People liked their politics and the recognition of subtle inequality. Kaangieser claims that activism is blindly driven by activity, and urges for more reflectivion and “passivity”. Some people found this to be reductive of the scope of activism and also priviledged. It is clear that many social movements in history have been highly active and effective, but also well planned and reflective. This tension between thinking/acting or rest/rebellion is a common discussion in contemporary activist circles and it was interesting to hear it play out. I believe everyone has their own place in what they find comfortable or meaningful.

People felt uncomfortable with the poetic aesthetics of Kaangieser’s text, which they thought aligns with the call for passivity. Who really has the agency to rest, or be reflective and even passive? Are these the only people who should be leading social movements? Listening to people’s ideas has been fascinating and reminds me to remain in discussion when I am doing my own research. Finding commonality and difference in opinion is clearly a way to keep making sense.

I noticed again that my own language and ways of communicating are becoming more niche and intellectual, making it harder for people to understand what I am talking about. I want to actively be clear and accessible, especially if I want to fascillate activities or group excercises. This must be an active process in choosing simpler ways of saying things.

I am also realising that themes of environmental destruction and social alienation are heavy and subjective. After my last presentation in uni, a classmate said my discussion of my project felt “condescending.” They didn’t mean to say I was cruel, but that these ways of looking at the world are complicated and need to be brought up lightly to not feel confrontational. It made me realise that lot’s of people are probably aware to a certain extent of these issues but also need their own way of coping with them. At the same time, confrontation is not always negative. I thought afterwards that when spreading certain ideas there could be a softness and something fun in it too. It has made me think differently about my listening activities. I imagine them to be fun and open to the magic around us too, along with those painful and neccessary truths.

Commons and post-democracy

Sidenotes, some research into technological development. My audio paper will consist of documenting outdoor navigation practices and listenting in the city, without mobile phones. It contains a critique of dominant technology; specifially GPS and services like Google Maps. I want to do some research into digital behaviours to try give structure to my mixed feelings around our devices. Notes on “The Digital Condition” by Felix Stalder.

Stalder begines the book with a fascinating analysis of cultural growth. His beginning points are that technological development is not made of leaps, but is a fluid stream of ideas, cultural shifts, social movements, tensions and demands that make the popularisation of a new technology possible. This makes me question my negative view of certain technologies, when they cannot be isolated by wider changes in culture. Crises that promt questions and ideas will stimulate the research and development of new technologies. It seems that this process is indefinite. The shortening of resources on our planet affects the ability for this kind of development, but rather than stopping or slowing down certain developments, resource scarcity can increase violence and tensions between global powers. How can my practices and lifestyle be in contradiction to mass movement, a river? Perhaps we are not in contradiction when we have new ideas, we are together in new ideas. Rather than my scripts for urban wandering being a “rejection” or a “return” to a past, they could be felt as a different approach to the new unfolding realities/technologies. Different perspectives.

Cold volcanic poetry of the rocks

Notes on “Geopolitics & The Anthropocene: Five Propositions for Sound” by Anja Kaangieser, and discussion of a walking practice I will incorporate into my audio essay for “Sound Studies and Aural Cultures”.

Anja Kaangieser is an incredible geographer and sound artist, bringing creative methods to the investigation of space and politics.

How can we explore our ways of knowing and inhabiting the world? Kaangeiser proposes that sound is a provocation for geopolitical thinking and practices. Geopolitics discuss the intersection of politics and geography. I am interested specifically in the theories around place, territory and listening with. Listening can be a way of knowing and inhabiting space!

Kaangeiser quotes science fiction writer Ursula Le Guin: The “cold volcanic poetry of the rocks, each one a word spoken how long ago by the earth itself in the immense solitude, the immenser community, of space.” Le Guin personifies the experience of volcanic rock as a voice, a speaker, suggesting it can represent qualities of “space” like community, solitude… This way of receiving the world, by listening with matter over immense time scales, is a sensibility that enhances our ecological awareness. Jane Bennett has coins this as “vibrant materialism.” She writes in “Vibrant Matter: A political ecology of things”, “The image of dead… matter feeds human conquest.” Awakening to the active forces of matter around us, human and nonhuman alike, such as the slow moment of rock, can perhaps change our view of that matter from “dead” and “resource” to having value and experience beyond our comprehension.

In a similar way Kaangeiser writes that we should be open to imperceptibility as a slower and more reflective form of activism, to understand and deal with “gradual and less visible processes”. Bifo says “Without passivity, without a negative capability… there isn’t any creative imagination.” Listening can bring us closer to imperceptibility. How can we listen to these subtle processes, and build a sensitivity to the silence, noise and complexity of inequalities around us?

Specifically I am interesting in group walking and listening practices where we can explore spaces with an intention of noticing subtle and imperceptible process. I imagine this approach of noticing imperceptibility is not to translate the subjectivity of sound into singular events and meanings, but allowing the imperceptibly to remain slightly in the unknown. Kaangeiser says that the ways sound is translated and interpreted needs skepticism. Translation is a way to institutionalise knowledge and can be violent in this process. This violence is described by Kaangieser as an asymmetry of ownership within our institutions of knowledge the limitations of translation. Listening practice can help us recognise this violence inherent to knowledge production. We can listen to the subtleties and unknown of what is happening around us without immediately objectifying that experience with our little knowledge factory. Little bodies converting sensory information into text. Big bodies with worlds of their own.

How can we encourage this way of listening through a guided walking practice? I imagine navigation can be a way to re-engage with imperceptibility: how, when we need to find our way, we start looking more around us. I have been practicing walking around the city without my smart phone, using hand drawn maps and engaging with information on bus stop signs and physical maps around London. I have come to feel that this method of navigation, by abstaining from digital map technologies, enhances our engagement with the space around us. This enhancement manifests through our listening too. I am imagining instructions to get people lost in a city, and listen for sounds that surprise them. This activity start with a discussion, or a paper text, that might stimulated an openness to imperceptibility and an intention to listening inequality, ecocide, colonialism or other understands of power.

I was walking with friends last Sunday around Canary Wharf. My friends curated this walk with accompanying speeches in different spots around the area, where we learned about the colonisation of time, the colonisation of the thames, and the replacement of labour with instrumentalisation. These heavy and abstract theories fuelled by anticapitalist critique, were softened by the fact of us being together, outside and exploring. I felt very inspired by this practice, as a way to digest theory and relate it to place, and specifically to recognise our ability to enjoy and inhabit these alienating spaces with our social skills (and loveeee). Without stepping outside with a group of people, Canary Wharf on paper would be missing these social elements of connection and friendship.

So the practice I am outlining will be done in groups so us sad anti-capitalists can uplift each other while holding on to critique and searching for alternatives. It will begin or be decorated with small texts, that stimulate critical ways of thinking. I am also thinking that participating or interacting with the space can be an empowering activity, along the lines of something like grafitti. Perhaps the participants will look for test around the city, and add their own ideas.

Hot-Chocolate-Joy

An event I curated with frieds to begin a new collective, Roca. Our beginning aims aims are to create spaces of collective listening, care, joy, and folky aesthetics as an alternative to a masculine, serious and technical experimental music community.

Also as a release party for my new album, Eco-Grief-Joy.

https://rocahaha.bandcamp.com/album/eco-grief-joy

We shared hot chocolate, practiced group meditations and listening to performances in my bedroom. This is an ongoing project of exploring different spaces for music and art performances, outside of commercial venues. We have previously installed surround sound systems in parks using radio transmission, and organised raves in large warehouse spaces. I think we can experience deeper intimacy together outside of the formalities and restrictions found in commercial venues. It can be a mark of our own territory. I felt that the event was successful as people described it as “healing” and “warm.” It is a reminder to myself at the need we have for these kind of spaces, and that defining our own spaces is essential to well-being and healing in our communities.

Leading meditations and running the evening was an opportunity for my collaborators and I to practice fascilitation and public speaking. For the first time, I discussed my ideas behind my music, before performing. People told me it helped them to connect to the music in a new way.

Roca is all about practice and experimenting. We will continue to look for alternative spaces for listening and sharing art, and expand the platform to different media such as food, literature and visual arts.

We want Roca to be actively feminist and queer in it’s organising, which leads me to further research on feminist curation and experiences of female, non-binary and queer artists in the experimental music community in London.

I feel that Roca connects to my research on spatialisation practices, and imagining the values of space in sound is not only in the auditory field of sound works, but also in the social spaces of listening.

hey poddies

Some podcasts.

John O’Donohue was a poet, theologian and philosopher. His perspective on presence in landscape from living in West Ireland is valuable for urban researchers.

https://forthewild.world/listen/bayo-akomolafe-on-slowing-down-in-urgent-times-155

Bayo identifies as a neo-materialist post-activist. He discusses different forms of knowledge production from indigineous cultures as a necessary injection into Western thinking and systems.

https://www.wnyc.org/story/meet-composer-donnacha-dennehy/

Donnacha fuses the old (sean nos and other traditional Irish styles) and the new (free form, just intonation, pulse based textures). We must fuse the old and the new <3